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"Matthew's
Story"
As
written by Kathy Lorentzen and Posted to the ESSGroup
Note:
Matthew's litter was breed by Susan Still and myself,
April Harry, his story is tragic and sad, other than what
is contained in this article written by Matthew's owner I
do not have personal knowledge of his circumstances, if
you have questions contact his other breeder, Susan
Still, April
My
daughter, Melanie King, and myself, Kathy Lorentzen, have
been through something in the past week that we feel
should be shared with the Springer community. We want to
be certain that the true and complete story of what
happened to Matthew is told, in the hopes that the pain
and tragedy that we experienced might save someone else
from having to go through it.
Matthew
has lived with me (Kathy) since he was nine weeks old. He
was always a sweet, friendly puppy, well adjusted and
sensible. He began to go to dog shows when he was six
months old and was successful from the start and enjoyed
them immensely.
That
being said, there have always been things about Matthew
that I felt were just “slightly left of center”. At
four months old, he developed a “head tilt” and his
head always listed to the left whether he was sitting or
standing, and even sometimes when he was moving. We
explored the possibility of it being ear related and could
never find a cause, nor did he ever have ear infections or
even “dirty ears”. During the summer of 2004, while
still a puppy, he began scratching, and to make a long
story short, he was finally allergy tested in November and
found to be allergic to a number of foods, grasses, trees,
molds, etc. He was treated on and off with small amounts
of steroids, which controlled it very well. During the
winter he was fine, and then his itching escalated again
when things began to bloom in the spring of 2005. The
intent was to get him through the growing season and then
do a series of allergy shots on him this winter to
desensitize him. We never got to that.
Matthew
was a dog that “stared’ intently. I always found it
odd. He would sit and stare at me (with his head tilted).
Sometimes out in the yard when I called him he would just
stand and stare for a prolonged period of time without
responding, then he would suddenly come over. The staring
was something that I had never experienced in any other
dog and I thought it was unsettling, but I could never
really put my finger on why.
Matthew
had a few minor episodes at dog shows where he greatly
over-reacted to something that he perceived “in the
distance”. It happened twice in the ring (both times he
suddenly became afraid of the judges as they stared at him
and walked past him from some distance, out in the center
of the ring, but there was no growling and he recovered as
soon as I was able to let him move around and get close up
to them.
Two
times this spring while at dog shows, once on the table,
and once on the photographers stand, Matthew “saw”
something in the distance and reacted by getting very
stiff, his hackles stood up, and he began growling loudly.
Both times he recovered when I got him down and moved him
around. He snapped out of it and acted fine.
Please
understand that these “episodes” were very out of
character as this was a sweet, kind dog who was very
people friendly and completely non aggressive. He was a
dog that went immediately to strangers and got along very
well with other dogs, including puppies. He was highly
social, having traveled with me since he was three months
old. Therefore, these episodes were very puzzling. Both my
daughter and one of Matthews’s breeders, Susan Still,
were aware that these things had happened. Melanie and I
were uncomfortable with it but had no explanation, as
otherwise Matt was a sweet, easy going dog that lived in
my house and slept in my lap in the evenings.
He was extremely well mannered and very gentle and
he and I loved each other tremendously and had a wonderful
bond.
Matthew
was always a good eater and totally non aggressive about
food. He went in his crate, ate his food, and came out of
his crate. On Thursday, August 4th, when I put Matt in his
crate with his dinner, instead of eating it he stood over
the dish growling softly. This was my first real warning
sign that something was wrong. He did not eat, and after
the other dogs were finished, I let everyone out and
Matthew came out of his crate a bit “high” and growled
at Millie (my six month old puppy bitch, whom he normally
loved) for a couple of seconds, and then he seemed fine. I
had no idea what the problem was, but it was a red flag.
Friday morning, he ate his breakfast fine with no
incident. Friday evening, he ate part of his dinner but
was definitely not normal, he was growling and stiff when
he came out of the crate for a minute but then went to
normal.
At
this point I had no idea what was happening. I didn’t
like any of it, but I couldn’t figure it out as the rest
of the time the dog was okay. On Saturday morning, my
husband John was up first and I heard him start to feed
the dogs. And then I heard Matthew growling. I immediately
went downstairs, and found that Matt was in his crate,
standing over his food dish, and he was “roaring”.
John said it started the second he asked the dog to go in
the crate. I walked over and opened the crate door. In a
very slow motion, completely stiff, erect manner, Matthew
walked out of the crate (it was very robotic), over to the
doorway between the dog room and the laundry room, and
stood there staring at me with his eyes totally dilated,
every muscle in his body so tight that one foot was curled
off the ground and his tail was curled up over his back,
and he was making the most horrible sound I have ever
heard. There was no snarling or showing of teeth and that
stayed consistent throughout this entire thing. He
seemed to be paralyzed in this state, and we all stood
there helpless. Talking to him had no effect. After about
two minutes, he seemed to come down slightly and he turned
and stalked out the dog door, still stiff and still
growling. I followed him outside and watched him “come
down” and back to normal in the next few minutes.
John
and I were horrified. What we had just witnessed was the
first of many of these episodes that Matthew would have
over the next six days.
At
this point I had a terrible time frame problem as I had to
leave to go to Indiana on Sunday morning to meet Doug
Johnson and Don Sturz and put on our Sporting Dog
Excellence Workshop, which ran from Monday through
Thursday. Melanie
was driving from Georgia also on Sunday to meet me to help
at the workshop. I had no idea what was going on with
Matthew and I made the decision to take him with me to try
to figure it out. I couldn’t ask my husband to be
responsible for him at home and I didn’t have the time
to do anything else. I had no choices here. I was totally
rattled and confused by what was happening to my dog.
From
this point on Matthew was never really himself again. He
had periods of normalcy, where he was calm and quiet, but
he became consistently worse as the days went on. Melanie
and I struggled to manage him in our room at the Holiday
Inn. We had four other Springers with us as well, and it
became increasingly difficult to manage Matthew as he
would not tolerate any of the other dogs except for
Millie. This was totally out of character for him as he
had always been dog friendly and willing to get along. He
had periods where he would lie in his crate growling even
if none of the dogs were near him. If the other dogs were
loose in the crate we had to cover him up as he would
growl when they came near him. He never charged the front
of the crate at a person or at another dog, nor did he
ever snarl and show his teeth.
Other times he would be calm and quiet in his
crate.
There
were two levels of behavior going on. He appeared to be
having true rage seizures sporadically-four people
witnessed these (myself, my husband, Melanie and Doug
Johnson) and we all totally agree that it was seizure like
activity and the dog had no control whatsoever over what
was happening to him. I have never seen muscle tenseness
like what the dog experienced during these seizures, it
was so painful to watch. His tail would go forward over
his back like a bad terrier tail, his neck was up high and
stiff, one front leg would curl off the ground and he
would be trembling and his eyes were dilated to the point
that I could see his retinas and they would shine bright
red. And always he was “staring” at me during these
attacks, roaring and staring and if I backed away from
him, he would follow me in that stiff, slow motion manner.
I truly believe that somewhere in there he knew that
something horrible was happening and he was begging me to
help him.
In
between the actual episodes, he would be quiet and
exhausted and if out of his crate he would simply lie at
my feet. I could always touch him and pet him but Melanie
was never able to touch him all week without having him
stiffen slightly and growl at her. When I would take him
outside, he would over-react to every dog or person he
saw-he would posture and his hackles would go up and he
would growl. I could control this to some point and if I
got him away from everything he would be fairly normal and
we could go for a walk without incident. Again, this was
completely out of character for this dog. He had never
been a “high, hormonal, studly” sort of dog at all. After
last Saturday morning, Matt never ate normally again. He
ate sporadically and drank little. His urine seemed
normal, but he seemed constipated, his stools were small
and very hard.
I
never knew what would happen when I let Matt out of his
crate. Sometimes he would come out fine, happy to see me
and put his lead on and go outside. Other times he would come out growling and posturing, but not
in what I would call “seizure” mode. A few times he
came out so tense and stiff that I would hook a lead over
his head and maneuver him back in his crate-he was
definitely not in control of himself during those periods.
On Thursday August 11th at noon when I went to take him
out, I opened his crate door and he came out in full
seizure mode. This was the most intense and longest
episode so far. I was terrified both of the dog and for
the dog. I always backed slowly away from him when he was
having one of these, and as I did it this time he again
stalked me and stared in my face. I hooked a lead around
his neck and slowly maneuvered him into his crate and
closed the door with the lead still on. I went outside and
Doug Johnson was in the parking lot and I asked him to
come with me back in the room. He stood by the door and
told me to go open Matthews crate and back away. Matt came
out still in full seizure mode. Doug told me to slowly
back around the corner and go into the bathroom, which I
did, and the dog stalked me and stood directly in front of
me, cornering me in the bathroom. Nobody moved, Doug spoke
to Matthew quietly and finally he started to “come
down” and swung his head around slowly and looked at
Doug, and then together we watched the dog come out of the
seizure and I was able to take the lead off him and put
him back in his crate.
Melanie
and I drove home from Indiana (she came here to see her
grandparents) that night. We arrived here late. I was not
able to take Matthew into the house as when I let him out
of the van and he ran around the front yard, he would go
to the front door (which is glass) and when he saw Melanie
and John on the other side he got stiff and growled. He
did it also to Corrina, who was his best dog friend, on
the other side of the door.
So he stayed in the van Thursday night.
With
the permission of his co-owner, co-breeder, Susan Still,
Matthew was euthanized on Friday, August 12th, at noon. I
managed to give him two zanax on Friday morning and it
brought him down to the point that he could be euthanized
quietly. Melanie and I held him, and each other, and cried
while he went to a better, more peaceful place.
We
do not know what happened to Matthew. Our best guess is
that he was neurologically challenged. It certainly
appeared to be some sort of epilepsy. What we do know is
this-this was NOT a case of a dog that just “went off”
in temperament. This was not just the nasty, dominant,
aggressive, pushy behavior that our breed can exhibit.
Matthew was not an aggressive dog and we hope that
everyone will understand that we feel that what happened
to Matthew, and the behaviors that he exhibited, were
completely beyond his control. He knew, and we knew, that
something was horribly wrong, and we were all helpless.
Our
friend Dr. Cindy Wheeler came to my veterinarian’s
office this morning to autopsy Matthew and collect tissue
samples to be sent to a pathology lab and for DNA samples.
If anything unusual is found we will make the information
public.
We
are exhausted and devastated by the ordeal we have been
through with Matthew in the past week. We blame no one; we
wanted his true story to be told, in the hopes that it may
help our breed in the long run. If it does, Matthew will
not have died in vain.
Sincerely,
Kathy
Lorentzen and Melanie King
Follow
up August 13, 2005
Cindy
Wheeler autopsied Matthew this morning at my veterinary
clinic. Her finding was that the right side of Matthew’s
brain was 2/3rds rotted away. She also found that
his optic nerves and optic chiasm were atrophied. She took
samples for histopathology. At this time we do not know the
cause, we must wait for the pathology results. When those
results become available, we will make them completely
public.
Kathy
and Melanie
Received April
10, 2007
Hello April,
Recently someone
asked me about Matthew, and during the conversation
mentioned that you had put something somewhere on the
internet about him and that he had been 'forgotten' by
everyone except his breeders, or some such comment.
Please know that
nothing could be further from the truth. I absolutely
adored that dog, and what happened to him literally
took me to my knees.
The reason there
was never any further info made public is because
there wasn't anything to tell. His pathology reports
all came back negative, with notations on the forms
that the samples were insufficient and that there
should have been samples from a number of additional
organs. There was no evidence of any infection or
abnormality, either bacterial or viral, in the samples
that were submitted.
I will always
believe that he had an infection that traveled to his
brain. I think he was born with it. Unfortunately I
can't prove it.
I asked his
co-owner to have him euthanized and autopsied at MSU,
because I felt that as his breeder she should have the
information, but she refused. I asked to take the dog
to her house the night before I euthanized him so that
she could see his behavior herself before having him
euthanized, but she refused. If Cindy hadn't stuck her
nose in the middle of it and practically insisted that
she be allowed to conduct an autopsy, I wouldn't even
know that the one side of his brain was abnormal and
that his eyes were compromised. Cindy said that when
she cut his skull open that side of his brain pooled
almost liquid onto the table. And the severe vision
impairment was obviously what was causing him to have
those odd episodes of going off on things that were in
the distance. He was probably hallucinating due to the
damage and deterioration of his optic nerves and
brain.
Cindy was not a
neurologist nor a pathologist and she did the best she
knew how, unfortunately it gave me very minimal
information because of the lack of follow up support
due to the samples being insufficient. So all I know
is what she said she saw during the actual autopsy.
She conducted the autopsy at my local veterinarian's
office, and my vet observed and she supported Cindy's
finding of Matthew's brain tissue being abnormal.
I paid for the
pathology and received the reports. While there is no
evidence that Matt had an infection, I will always
believe that he did. I pursued his head tilt issue
with two different veterinarians, and both felt that
it was an inner ear issue brought on by his allergies.
Interestingly, Donna had told me that Sunny had an
inner ear issue that they had had surgically treated,
and that information led me to believe that Matt might
have the same thing. After he died, I came to believe
that the allergies were probably caused by his immune
system being compromised due to the infection, and I
will always tremendously regret not having taken him
to a neurologist when he was a puppy. I might have
been able to save his life. I have to live with that
knowledge every day.
I have never
believed, nor have I ever said, that Matthew had rage
or a bad temperament. During the last week of his
life, observing him certainly did make me feel like he
was having seizing episodes. He most certainly was not
at all in control of what was going on, that was
obvious. Apparently, the dog literally 'lost his mind'
and I believe that he was in terrible pain that last
week due to the deterioration of his brain tissue. I
think that is what caused the roaring, and I think he
was begging me to help him when he stalked me and
stared at me during the episodes. I couldn't help him,
and I have to live with that, too.
I have written
this to you for no other reason than to set the record
as straight as possible, and so that you will realized
that I was devastated by Matthew's loss. I am a
private person and don't 'cut my arm and rent my
clothes' in public when I grieve, as some others do.
But that fact doesn't negate how much I loved that dog
and how much I miss him and how much I regret not
having been smart enough to get him help when it might
have saved his life. He had an ACVO eye exam not that
long before he died, and nothing abnormal was noted. I
also had his hips and elbows prelimed at my trusted
old vet's in GA when he was almost a year old, and his
elbows looked great but his hips were a little iffy,
they may or may not have passed at 2. That's a totally
moot point but since you have two of his littermates,
it's just information that you might like to have.
Sincerely,
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